.x. and you kissed me like you meant it .x.

Okay so my horoscope today keeps telling me to watch out for my ego... so I guess I'll do that today. ANYWAYS i've got lots of stuff to do... like research paper, bio homework, washing the dog (?), straightening my hair (?) and get my headache to go away. yeaaaaaah.

first update in like forever

25 questions people dont usually ask!



1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? My hair... and face, I guess


o2. How much cash do you have on you?: None but I'm babysitting tomorrow so I should get some!... wait, not like that


o3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?: BREAST


o4. Favorite flower?: anything... i guess


o5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?: Brett...obviously I miss his calls a lot


o6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?: Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy


o7. What shirt are you wearing?: Old t-shirt


o8. Do you "label" yourself, could you?: Hyper-spastic bitch


o9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing?: Restricted because theyre my new shoes!


1o. Bright or Dark Room?: In the middle.... closer to dark though


11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?: I miss her!


12. Ever "spilled the beans"?: Yes, almost the other day...

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Trying to sleep

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? "Lmao- o patient one AND I HAVE MORE THAN 0!" Brett

15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?: Heh... some of the games are fun

16. What's a saying that you say a lot?: Ok, whateva

17. Who told you they loved you last?: Probably my dad.

18. Last furry thing you touched?: *whistles for dog* Hold on... ok, Maggie

19. How many hours a week do you work?: Psht, none!

2o. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?: Some from YEARS ago

21. Favorite age you have been so far?: Idk... something young?

22. Your worst enemy?:I'm not saying who she is

23. What is your current desktop picture?: The Stonehenge

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?: Telling my dad something... I forget what though

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?: Well.... probably a million bucks because I could easily fix that regret.... with a hit-man....

Homecoming day: awesome beyond all measures

Well first of all, it rained all day Thursday and then was really wet Friday so we didn't have to parade, which was fine with me. But all of our classes were shorter because of the pep rally (which is awesome).

( Review of the day )

Ok so... here's an update on life:

Went to competition and won first in our class, 4th overall.... which made me happy.
Finally dating Brett.... yippeee
Getting more into piano
Worrying about grades
Homecoming is this weekend... which is cool, I guess.
Western is in less than two weeks, but I'm sure we'll do fine.

Um... yeah.

ok, so its been a long time since i've updated... i'm aware.

anyways... i would write about thing that have been going on but i wrote it in my myspace so i already got it out.

hopefully this week will be better than last... it should be... no piano, no practice thursday, alana wont be going to the competition on saturday, and a free friday night. not too shabby.

christmas.... 3 months away.... tommy hodges... one month... 1 year of being single.... 1 month.... first competition... saturday. wow. so yeah, ive got stuff to look forward to... i guess.

i need a vacation from everyone.... a vacation where i can go meet new people to give me a new look on life. i seriously havent been happy for a while... yeah, a little cheery but not happy like i used to be.... back in the beginning of the summer.

and the thing with the guys.... friends with benefits is working but i want more... i want someone to call me and hold me and call me his... but i dont want anyone that i know... i need to meet someone to want.... b/c all the guys now have proved to me that theyre either not bf material or would be better as friends or dont have an interest in me.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh oh oh

All the best DJs are saving
Their slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
You want to take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time

oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)

Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play they're never okay
To mix the way we do

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
You want to take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
We still have time

oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh

Wow... i'm actually updating for the first time in like.... two months. holy crap.

annnyways. nothing really has been going on lately except school starting, fights with parents, seeing friends, hanging out.... yeeeeah.

boring post, i know but im really tired right now.

<3

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Weee! That's me and my best friends in our costumes opening night in Alice in Wonderland! I <3 them!

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